• at 12 weeks, day 5.

    i just celebrated my birthday yesterday and i was feeling happy and blessed about everything that i have and the people around me and thinking the weekend is just gonna be great… until the husband broke the news while he was accompanying me for my haircut this morning. i mean, i seriously am very thankful for his thoughtfulness for holding the news so that i can celebrate my birthday happily and him bearing all the bad news alone and keeping it to himself. it must have been really hard for him. the baby is at 12 weeks and day 5 today. i was so looking forward for next week to…

  • an update.

    since I last blogged about the gynae visit to check on the spotting , I was given 3 days mc to rest and the assurance that everything should be fine. I don't think I ever heave a bigger sigh of relief ever when I heard the heartbeat going strong at the gynae's office. its been more than 2 weeks since the visit but the spotting has been happening on a regular basis despite the hormonal pills that I have been popping daily. it hasn't been much and neither has it been fresh red so I'm acting all cool and just hoping for the best. I'm feeling very tired and knocking…

  • the gynae visit again.

    the spotting didn't stop. the cramps are still present as well, on top of that.. I'm experiencing heart palpitations and it feels like I'm having an anxiety attack all the time. have been very worried about baby 2 so I had the husband bring me to gynae yesterday. thank goodness the heartbeat is still going strong. doc gave e a jab and loads of hormone pills for the next 2 weeks. I really hope baby will be ok. my precious baby. Posted via LiveJournal app for Android.

  • first scare.

    experienced some spotting yesterday and there's still some trickles of it today. tummy feels all weird and a little cramping experience. feel all uncomfy and seriously no mood for work at all. feeling a little depressed and sickly. Posted via LiveJournal app for Android.

  • its a snake!

    its my first visit at the gynae today. hubby wasn't with me because he couldnt make it and to fit his schedule and the doc's would mean I can only see the gynae next month. I couldnt wait so I came alone. here's my little bean. 6 weeks, with a tiny heartbeat, and a valentine's day present with edd 14 Feb. 4 days late of being a dragon baby. oh wells. man. I thought I could handle the visit myself but second time round is as nerve wrecking as the first. I freaked out when doc was trying to get a scan and couldn't see any. then he found it…

  • 3 times to get it right.

    having been there, done that for being pregnant, going through the entire journey and child birth, I still get the jitters when I head to the pharmacies to grab a test kit. my first time round, I think I bought a mid range test kit and tested positive on my first trial. so I figured, I just grab any house brand! my period was due the last week of the month and when it was 31 May, I figured.. I could be preggers, hence the trip to grab a test kit. well.. I wasn't. I had always wanted three kids. but Der only wanted one so I was a little…