• of a bad headache and manicure.

    i had a super bad headache this afternoon. the house was noisy with all that TV noise from the living room. I wanted to get some peace so i walked out to the corridor for some fresh air and peace, only to realise that the neighbours are blasting their tv louder than my mum. squatting by the stairways for some 10 mins, the pain didnt go away and i got irritated even more because some neighbour was blasting some loud music. in frustration, i got changed and headed out for a walk. yes. even when the weather’s so hot. i needed some peace to fight the headache and because the…

  • good morning world!

    except that it’s not exactly early.. and the skies are gloomy from my way in. i just wanted to drop a note here, an indication that i’m still very much alive. hah. as i was doing my daily ritual of staring out of the window for 5 good mins (to wake myself up and breathing in the morning air), i saw the world out of my window coming alive. people going about their own business, parents bringing their kids to school, aunties making their shopping trips to the wet market and the cleaner sweeping the basketball court clean of leaves. i thought about my secondary school teacher. the one that…

  • 5.25am

    the pitter patter of the rain just started. here i am staring at my computer in the middle of the night, feeling bored and missing der’s warmth that i usually snuggle up onto. i pondered about how my boss mentioned the other day.. if you say don’t know, it means you are not sure.. sounds so simple to understand right? but it just hit me hard. i thought about the life thus far, and if i was happy where i am. i thought about how well i was in the past, happy and without a care in some aspects, and yet, these days, i think i am feeling so deluded…

  • my precious.. toe nail.

    good bye. noticed a slight pain in my right foot yesterday and when i took a closer look, my last toe nail is dislodged and hanging by a really thin piece of skin. i didn’t pull it out cos there was pain and i didn’t want it to bleed. this morning, while i was wearing covered shoes to work.. the pain was unbearable and i took a pair of scissors and cut the skin. my first reaction upon knowing that nail is dropping out is… omg! my pedicure! Bimbo i know, but… you’ll know why when u see the photos of it. the last time i dropped that nail was…

  • precious time..

    is the moment when i get home, bathe and plonk myself in front of the computer… to the moment my eyes loses the battle to fall asleep. i don’t think i ever, in recent months, had the opportunity to put my things away, pull the blanket over myself and tuck myself into bed. it has always been dozing off halfway while i am struggling to do something (i.e. read book, surf net). so, yeah. i am trying to make the best use of my time now!

  • [LJ2ME] He’s just not that into you…

    There’s nothing worse than having no answer, in business, friendships, and especially romantic friendships. But the bad news is, no answer is your answer. He may not have written you a good-bye note, but his silence is a deafening “see you later”. The only reason to ever write him again is to give him a chance to say it louder, with words. Another one of those that got me nodding my head.. [mobile post on train @ kranji]

  • [LJ2ME] He’s just not that into you.

    Chanced into this book the other day and decided to buy n read it.. Since it was on offer n a deal not to be missed.. am reading on the train when I came upon this… listen, we all know that couple who’s been dating for five years..eight years and still hasn’t got married. We know it never works out well for that couple. So how about you stop waiting — and start looking for that guy who can’t wait to love you. I so can relate to this.

  • on leave!

    spent the morning lying in bed playing bejewelled! haha. am impressed by my body because despite never switch off the default alarm that goes off on every single work day/weekday, i didn’t hear my alarm ring at all! but then again, i was up early! say hooray to 2 consecutive long weekends! now.. i need to bum a little bit more before i pop into the bathroom for an adventure with agnes, roaming the streets and enjoying life (like tai tai hopefully). it’s is going to be a great day!

  • racing mind

    it’s almost 3am in the morning. i am surprised that i am still awake. there is hardly anyone else left online on my msn list. i am kept very awake by my mind, wildly thinking about junk matters. and for the last hr or so, madly addicted to bejewelled on fb. met mr. j for lunch today. he said i lost my sparkle, my bounce, and i looked so tired. sounds like a bunch of bad news. apparently, i gave him a different “feel”. like it’s no longer the cherie he used to know… was it that bad? told that to jen and she actually concurred his saying. OMG. *wildly…