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Protected: [LJ2ME] Heavy heart
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the disappointment
i blogged about being disappointed the other day. i didn’t say who. and i guess the message is a little misleading and der seemed to be a little affected by his wild imagination. haha. i assume it’s his wild imagination. he kept asking, what happened between the 2 of you in the past? why are u both disappointed with each other? actually, i smile when i think about it… actually, it’s hilarious lah! so, raf finally knows i’m in the green camp. he heard it from someone that i least expects it (wei), and he is disappointed that i DIDN’T TELL HIM. but. we are rivals now, you know. haha.…
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run…go run..
do you some times find yourself running a lot, trying to catch up with life.. and yet in a strange way.. when you thought you have moved on, exhausted all your energy and gone far, you look up only to find yourself in the same old spot. as if you have been on a treadmill all this while. for me, i am still stuck with the same situation staring at me, feeling a sense of loss. deep breaths help calm my mind, and gives me a split second of instant peace. slows my heartbeat by a fraction of a sec. i wish i could know more. i wish i know…
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[LJ2ME] Being so alone..
Do you sometimes feel like you just want to be alone? Some times, these opportunities don’t come by. Today felt like a sucky day. I don’t feel good. I met raf for dinner and didn’t feel good after too. I can’t believe some of the things I hear.. It’s like I’m in a daze and all the stuff I’m hearing are just a dream. Its funny. Not as in funny funny, but like weird. Caught a midnight movie. Marley n me. At downtown east. So totally far from home. It’s a slightly better than okay show. The dog. It pulls my heart strings. Makes me emotionally unstable. So, I think…
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sigh
great. i have a disappointed friend. so what am i supposed to do? take a loud hailer and shout out all about my life when you don’t really bother about me as a friend anymore. when you didnt have the time to hear me out anymore. so, who is the more disappointed one here? i’ll like to think it’s me. =/
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Protected: project dream nai
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lazy arse.
these days, that is what i am. i haven’t been diligently blogging about the ‘happenings’ in my life. there are in in quotes because it’s not really anything exciting. and if you remembered.. i didn’t finish blogging about my aussie trip. did i also mention about the long forgotten hk and macau trip? *sigh* i just feel lethargic these days. a bad sign, i know. 🙁 sometimes, i feel life’s a little too fast and hectic and i wish things could slow a little. like the weekend. it’s gone before i know it.
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[LJ2ME] Mountain tortoise is me..
I just realized that I am damn suaku (mountain tortoise or depicting frog in a well). its my first time using the underpass from citylink to suntec! Kinda can’t believe it.. Or you could also say I’m spoiled. Because I haven’t been taking the train at all when I go suntec. I’m usually driven here. Or maybe because I don’t have much life… I don’t frequent the malls these days.. [mobile post @ tony romas, suntec]
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a myth, no?
my ex-school mate, who is incidentally servicing my account/me told me i shouldn’t put a mirror at my work desk. your workload will double! was what she told me she heard. your mirror so BIG some more! thinking about it and linking it back to my horrendous long hours work history, i can’t help and wonder if there is some truth in it. maybe i’ll try putting my mirror away next week. and see if i can work healthy hours. no harm trying right? outta curiousity, i googled about mirrors at work desk and here’s what i got… mirrors can add energy at your workspace when placed adequately and it…
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my eyes are tearing.
i think it will take a week for me to wear off the fatigue. i am still so tired from the hectic week. i dozed off earlier at 9+ while waiting for der to come home so that we could head out for dinner. i struggled out of bed in woozy state. i wasn’t in the mood to eat (i’ll rather sleep), but i still pulled myself outta bed. man.. i hate this feeling. i want to sleep like there is no tomorrow. and there’s no work waiting for me.
