• Disconnected

    The network is down in the office. I feel extremely cut off from the world out there. No emails, no internet, no blog, no msn. I can’t even get much work done. Feeling a little outta sorts today even though it started out pretty chirpy. Maybe i really think too much. =| Would i really be happy if i don’t care too much and be happy the way i want to be? Hmmm… Just some rants. It does feel great to be chauffered to work! *smiles* [mobile post @ work desk]

  • Amused

    It’s funny how a short 11 day vacation can do to your daily schedule that you have been sticking to for months. During e stint in e states, bathing is quite a torture everyday cos the weather is cold and you can’t just run out of e shower like you do here… I religiously slap on loads of moisturizer after each bath, on my face and my entire body and take time to blow dry my hair thoroughly (something i hate to do!) every day before putting on e layers of clothes. Back here, i find myself changing my daily rituals, cutting down e snooze-in-bed moments (despite managing only 3hrs…

  • Hilarious!

    Despite e terrible day at work, finding it extremely hard to work under e disco lights and a nagging headache..And then falling asleep on my desk and woken up by a colleague who kept shooing me home thereafter. A groggy me. A msg on msn from gabs made me laugh. Gabs: hey, you are getting prettier these days.. Are you in love again? I burst out laughing. It sure cracked me up. Am i prettier? I don’t think so with all e horrendous sleeping hours that i’m putting my body through. Am i in love? I don’t think so either. But then again, i have to admit that i have…

  • Melancholy

    I just saw someone with a back view very much like him. I almost had the urge to stand up and walk over to check it out. Today is chey’s last day in e office. She gave me a card, and i couldn’t bring myself to read pass the 2nd line. My tears just flowed without my command. I’m gonna miss a great friend to cheer me on in e office, make me smile with her sunny dispositions and quirky ways. I’m gonna miss you babe. Really. The office’s gonna be really different without you. On other news update, i’m most likely flying off next week. The reservation’s made, all…

  • Drained

    Yesterday was one terribly draining work day. I stepped out of e office at 11pm (thereabout). It’s also a day where i lost my patience on things and almost screamed at one of the girls at the creative agency. I simply cannot fathom why they cannot take simple instructions after briefing them so many times and made me wait 5hours after the stipulated deadline for their work to come in. After all the wait, the work wasn’t what i wanted., but they have gone home and i won’t be able to see the changes until today. My deadline’s 12pm. *screams* Anyway, that’s yesterday. For once in a long long time,…

  • Nodding away

    The sweet milo and the big packet off bee hoon that i gobbled down a moment earlier is fighting against my tired brain. My brain is obviously losing since my eyelids are feeling really heavy. I think i’m falling sick. I wearing my jacket on top of my cardigan and yet, am shivering non stop. Grr.. Why like that? It’s a mad week ahead. [mobile post @ meeting room]

  • Showers…

    Pitter patter. Since this morning, it’s been raining non stop. But no, i’m not complaining. I like watching the rain. I like the noises it makes when it splatters all over the ground. The rain has a soothing, calming effect on me since i was a kid, hands clutching on the window grill, standing still by the window. The rain creates another kind of effect on me too. It makes me feel nostalgic. I sit here for hours watching the rain hit the grounds. At the back of the mind, i conjure up images of the possible future, the roads ahead, my friends, the laughters and fun.. And i’m in…

  • Enjoyment?

    Enjoyment is sitting at an alfresco restaurant, under slow swirling fans, listening to sentimental hits, slowly reading your papers and watching the world go by. That’s what i’m doing… Except that i’m not really enjoying cos i’m here for work and i have to keep getting out of my seat and checking out the photoshoot. But i think i like this kind of lifestyle. Slow paced, with nothing to worry about. Last night, i dreamt about him again. And his brother this time. Echoing the words he last told me when he called. It’s that considered a nightmare? I don’t know, but it’s sure disturbing to the mind and soul.…