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life with a view.
I am feeling poorly, both in health and mental being. visits to the doc has been frequent and today’s visit and a ‘procedure’ landed me with 4 days mc with 2 days of compulsory bed rest. no shopping, no marketing, no walking of long distance, no carrying of heavy stuff (my son included) and just complete rest. knowing how stressful it can get at home with the hyperactive, sticky, superglue kid that I have, there is absolutely no way I can get any rest at all. the moment I reached home this evening after the visit to the doc, my mum declared that she’s too tired and immediately left…
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counting my blessings.
I was bouncing 2 days ago feeling happy and blessed and thinking life can’t get any better, but I heard a piece of news on sat morning and spent the last 2 days moping around in the house, and didn’t go anywhere. I almost killed this post with the shitty mood that I am in right now and the dozens of stuff running through my mind, but I still think I am blessed in some ways, hence this post. though its not going to be as cheerful as I had initially intended it to be. thursday was a really busy work day for me. I was trying to clear…
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End of year.
i have been tardy about updating here, and am especially guilty that the posts of my baby is getting lesser and lesser. and before i know it, the year is coming to an end! as i think back about the year went by, its easy to conclude that i haven’t done much for the year and it seems that i haven’t achieved much because life seems same old, same old. BUT! i thought harder and then maybe, i think im just a little too hard on myself. This year, i survived through 9 10 months of pregnancy and gave birth to baby jerry. and i think i can claim a…
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Their faces spell inconsiderate.
Here I stand on a packed train, heading to work and feeling peeved at seeing a row of sitting train commuters playing with their phones and a pregnant lady standing. I had to take a picture. These people has no compassion really. Every single one of them is playing with their phone and the one on the reserved seating is sleeping. The pregnant lady is in their clear view (in this picture, it’s blocked by the magazine but you could see the baby bump peeking out under the mag) BUT NOT A SINGLE PERSON GAVE WAY! It’s ridiculous! I could see her bump from a door away but the train…
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Is it my calling?
Right this moment, my mind’s racing for ideas on how to keep my highly mobile and active hyperactive kid away from harm. I learnt something new about motherhood – you’ll never stop worrying. Anyway, I was playing word with friends this morning and my brain’s probably not awake yet.. After the early morning stint of trying to settle my hyper kid who is doing acrobatics and slamming his face against the cot at 6am in the morning. All I could see was S.A.H.M.. Till now, I haven’t made my move yet because every single time I see the board.. I see that staring back at me. Is it my calling?…
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in the middle of the night.
here i am, awake and for the last 30 mins, toggling between the idea of flopping into my bed or fulfill the duties of mother cow. trust me, the former seems so enticing but the tingling pain is a reminder of the agonizing consequence that i would have to suffer in the morning if i chose the latter. so in the mean time, i have taken to multi-task and make full use of my time. i am updating my iphone 3Gs to iOS5! have you done it yet? if you haven’t, and have heard that it would wipe out all your apps.. yes. it does, but only if you didn’t…
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Life.
When one’s depressed, on the brink of a nervous breakdown and feel like you are at your wit’s end and nothing seemed to go right.. You end up doing silly things. Because you couldn’t quite think straight and you just want to end it all. Exactly like how the recent news of the young mother that brought her son to drown with her at the reservoir. I empathize with her. We are the same age. Tipping point. Funny. Tipping point I mean. Reminds me of a book the husband used to read. I think I’m there. At the point, of tipping over. And I thought of a silly act. No.…
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he’s not perfect.
i love this quote. via i miss you hubby! one more day and you’ll be back in my arms!
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