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练习
Listening intently to the lyrics, i found myself on the verge of tears. I don’t know why, and i wish i could control my feelings better… I suddenly remembered the days when the song was sung with many english translated words. Sometimes, some things just cannot be forgotten. I feel lonely out of a sudden. [mobile post @ orchard party world]
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Lunch
Having lunch with colleagues at suntec. Found this interesting korean cuisine cafe beside soup restaurant that’s called Ya Zhou Cafe. The food is quite affordable and looks quite good. Still can’t figure how to post pictures with my mobile yet, so i can’t post it here.. Now, it’s time to dig in and find out! Hope everyone have a good lunch! [mobile post @ suntec]
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Pondering
My mind is a jumble of all sort of thoughts. I haven’t been blogging much. Some friends asked why. I don’t really know either. I guess having a down computer does contribute a little. The other reason i could think of, is the heavy workload and the fatigue i have been feeling for weeks.. But the most interesting thing that i observed, is that i no longer have the drive to blog. The ambition of putting together my photos in nice little collages to share. Have i changed? I don’t know. I’m still searching for answers that i wished i knew. I am still wondering if some of my decisions…
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The tears
After weeks and weeks of frustration and fatigue.. I finally had have enough today. The accusation came at such a bad timing, i was hungry and was eating down my lunch halfway. I finally burst into tears and almost smash my mobile on the ground. If only i had a punching bag with me. The lunch was left untouched after that. I couldn’t take it and broke down. Stares around me from everyone in the canteen. Tell me. Why the hell am i working so hard for? I wanna call it quits. [mobile post on taxi @ sembawang road]
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Breaking the routine.
7.45am. On normal days, i’ll be dashing into the bathroom and getting ready for the day. Today, i’m out and on my way to the train station. Last night, i cried myself to bed with a million unanswered why. This morning, i woke, not feeling any better. I guess the flurry of the day will get me through and before i know it, i’ll be ok. Decked in berms and slippers today, looked totally like a student on the morning train. It feels a little weird, to be amongst everyone else decked in office wear.. Suddenly, a job opportunity might be open right in my face. Good prospects and better…
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Turning white.
Jen just pointed out to me that i have a lot of white hair and she couldn’t resist herself but to help me pluck. Which brings me to realise that ever since i started working here.. My white hairs have been showing. Am i really growing old or am i in too much stress? [mobile post @ office]
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MAD week
My com was wonky the whole time over the weekend. It’s such a boo! Tried to format it but apparently, i couldn’t (the com couldn’t detect my cd rom drive at all) and my mouse stopped working in the midst of it. So, with alt + windows + tab + shift + control + arrow keys as my best friends, i managed to back up almost everything (i hope!) into my secondary drives. As you could have realised, i didn’t manage any updates over the weekend. Mum’s computer is down too so i hardly had any access to the net. Spent saturday shopping around and bought a 1000pcs jig saw…
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It’s the weekend again!
Hmmm… The week flown by, and it’s FRIDAY folks! Staring up at the gloomy skies and the wet morning, i’m loving every moment of it. I love rainy days.. Snuggled in bed for the longest time and i am now risking being late. Frankly, i am wishing that the week doesn’t come to an end. Work wise, this is such a bad week and next week is gonna be much much worse. I know i can handle it somehow and it’ll soon pass.. But the thought of it…. *shivers* realised my computer at home is plagued with viruses and i scanned it yesterday and may be deleted some crucial os…
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Good day!
A typical work day begins with me rushing out of the house and brisk walking to the train station, sometimes breaking into a run to catch the train. Today, while i was doing my daily ritual, i happened to look up. The sky is in a beautiful shade of blue accompanied with cotton white clouds.. It’s a pretty sight. Perked up my morning and i declare today a good day! Nevermind the fact that i have meetings at 9.30am, 11.30am, 1.30pm, and 4pm, with literally no breaks between the meetings. I guess i can only start my work at 5.30pm onwards. Which brings me to realise the importance of one’s…
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Sleepy
Feeling restless in mac at suntec city. My eyes are burning and i have getting that a lot these days. Something is quite wrong with me, but i’m not sure what. I feel like i’m on the brink of falling sick, feeling very tired all the time. Woke up early today. Recently, i realised that my bioclock wakes at 8.10am. I have been opening my eyes consistently at that timing over the weekends. How annoying. Gone are the days when i can sleep soundly into the afternoons. Working on sunday is quite a chore, but it does help when you are dealing with a quite handsome regional celebrity. Took loads…
