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why like that?
are there times when you had so much to say and so inspired to put in some funny and memorable entry, only to reach home feeling like the air has been sucked out of you and you couldn’t even bring yourself to write out something? i’m feeling like that today. dead. i am wishing that at least some day, i’ll get to hear your voice soon and know you are doing ok…
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managing expectations
Sometimes, while we are busy managing our expectations of people.. how do we manage the expectations people have of us? recently, work has stretched me pretty thin.. and to my regret, i haven’t been there for many of my friends. but today, i keep receiving messages from a friend asking me why i didn’t reply his messages. and even after i replied, he msged me stuff like “why ignore me?” and “why no reply again?”. i feel like deleting his number off my mobile. it’s so bloody annoying to be questioned non stop and as much as i tried to be the friend i want to be, his expectations of…
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Alone
A quiet stroll alone on a breezy night in the city hub. Therapeutic and a great breather from e work. Walking around with the bustle of night life and blaring music while staring at e water fountain in e midst of far east square, i suddenly feel lonely. With no one to call and say a simple hi, and getting some form of reassurance… Is this the feeling of being single? I think i have to adjust my expectations of how life is gonna be after leading a different life for e last 7 years and more. Looking at e cloudless skyline, there’s not much of a choice.. Is there?…
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A day of waiting.
It’s gonna be a day of testing my patience. Loads of waiting is in store.. I wish i could put my head on the table and snooze, but i can’t. =( yes, i am still a sleepyhead. Got my script and shoot schedule for company for now, wearing a tube and sitting under e restaurant’s blasting aircon with dim orangey lights. It’s such an ideal condition to sleep. I am yawning non stop! I am just hoping my phone batt is able to last me throughout the whole of today with all the coordination calls and mobile blogging that i’m gonna do. [mobile blog @ restaurant]
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the beginning of a brand new day
i set the alarm to wake at 9am, the time to maximize the amount of snooze i’ll get before i start work officially today. but what happens when u have nice friends who checks on you every morning? you wakes up at 7am cos your friend msgs you NON stop to make sure u are awake at the usual timings you should be. Grrrrr… don’t tell me to switch my mobile to silent mode cos it’s my alarm clock that wakes me. how to wake me then when it’s in silent mode? and yeah. i am grumpy baby now. as much as i appreciate my friend for checking on me..…
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picking up the pieces?
after staying awake for nearly 30 hours and being at the wake (for 26hrs!) and sending uncle off on this last journey to be cremated, i came home, flopped in bed and slept for a record breaking 16 hours. its quite a feat for me since i usually sleep a lot lesser and seldom make it past the 12hr mark. im still feeling a little groggy now cos i fell asleep again while i was trying to read a book. 2007 began with me in bed, with a non stop beeping handphone while i was sleeping. it’s a tad annoying trying to get sleep in but thanks to everyone who…
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Raaar!
i woke up this morning and my head feels like i was being rammed over by a car.. 🙁 i was vetting through some work last when i fell asleep. Grrr!
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:)
it’s friday. even tho i need to work tomorrow still, i declare today a happy day! 🙂 it’s one of those SUPER UBER rare days that i grabbed breakfast before i came. gor invented this plaster bread thingy 2 nights before and it’s yummylicious! he taught me how to make it and i tried making it last nite. wanted to take pictures to show, but too caught up on cooking and talking to mum. mum was trying to learn the skills from me while i was cooking. and this morning, she prepare ai xin plaster bread for me. woo hoo! Slurp! i chomped down the crispy bread while walking to…
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argh.
have you ever felt your head is heavy and light at the same time? i wish i know the reason why i am so zapped of energy these days. i feel like im having a terrible hangover now. my head feels so heavy physically that i have doubts that my neck will hold it up. yet, im feeling dizzy and faint, like i’m going to tumble any moment. the only place i want to be now is under my covers, in my air conditioned room. i think i didnt sleep well. it certainly feels like i haven’t slept at all. i cant concentrate and even typing this post seemed to…
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short lunch
i had an extremely short lunch today. the reasons why i had a short lunch: 1. i am fuming mad and staying in the pantry makes me madder 2. i couldnt eat anything without water. and there’s only newly brewed HOT water available. (actually, there are cold water in the fridge, but i dont know who put it there and how long it has been in there, so i rather NOT have it.) 3. i wanted to blog. not that i have to shorten my lunch just to blog, but blogging is still a valid reason rite? 4. i have tonnes and tonnes of never ending work. everyone seemed to…
