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about reaching for my toes..
//edit:I just realised that 2 of the links werent working due to typo. It's working now..// a few of you have asked me in my earlier entry when I mentioned I wasn't going to do pedicure myself for a while.. some others picked up the cues from twitter about my appetite or the lack of. or even the need to eat breakfast every morning. this has definitely taken longer than I thought it would be. it hasn't been easily. I had had a roller coaster ride in fact. right from the start when I wasn't even that sure, to the double confirmation, the first scare, the check up, and a…
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going for chorionic villus sampling (CVS)
was a nerve-wrecking experience. the thought of having a big needle poke through me, into the womb and extracting cells from the placenta was scary. It wasn’t the pain, it was the procedure. the other thought about the risk of miscarriage was the other scary factor. ok. and the fact that my odd were 1/17 (from the oscars test) made me really really freaked out. after having decided to go for it on monday and tried calling my gynae a few times to inform him but i only managed to talk to the busy man in the evening (7pm+). what happened next was in a whizz. tuesday morning. i was…
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at 12 weeks, day 5.
i just celebrated my birthday yesterday and i was feeling happy and blessed about everything that i have and the people around me and thinking the weekend is just gonna be great… until the husband broke the news while he was accompanying me for my haircut this morning. i mean, i seriously am very thankful for his thoughtfulness for holding the news so that i can celebrate my birthday happily and him bearing all the bad news alone and keeping it to himself. it must have been really hard for him. the baby is at 12 weeks and day 5 today. i was so looking forward for next week to…
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an update.
since I last blogged about the gynae visit to check on the spotting , I was given 3 days mc to rest and the assurance that everything should be fine. I don't think I ever heave a bigger sigh of relief ever when I heard the heartbeat going strong at the gynae's office. its been more than 2 weeks since the visit but the spotting has been happening on a regular basis despite the hormonal pills that I have been popping daily. it hasn't been much and neither has it been fresh red so I'm acting all cool and just hoping for the best. I'm feeling very tired and knocking…
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the gynae visit again.
the spotting didn't stop. the cramps are still present as well, on top of that.. I'm experiencing heart palpitations and it feels like I'm having an anxiety attack all the time. have been very worried about baby 2 so I had the husband bring me to gynae yesterday. thank goodness the heartbeat is still going strong. doc gave e a jab and loads of hormone pills for the next 2 weeks. I really hope baby will be ok. my precious baby. Posted via LiveJournal app for Android.
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first scare.
experienced some spotting yesterday and there's still some trickles of it today. tummy feels all weird and a little cramping experience. feel all uncomfy and seriously no mood for work at all. feeling a little depressed and sickly. Posted via LiveJournal app for Android.
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its a snake!
its my first visit at the gynae today. hubby wasn't with me because he couldnt make it and to fit his schedule and the doc's would mean I can only see the gynae next month. I couldnt wait so I came alone. here's my little bean. 6 weeks, with a tiny heartbeat, and a valentine's day present with edd 14 Feb. 4 days late of being a dragon baby. oh wells. man. I thought I could handle the visit myself but second time round is as nerve wrecking as the first. I freaked out when doc was trying to get a scan and couldn't see any. then he found it…
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3 times to get it right.
having been there, done that for being pregnant, going through the entire journey and child birth, I still get the jitters when I head to the pharmacies to grab a test kit. my first time round, I think I bought a mid range test kit and tested positive on my first trial. so I figured, I just grab any house brand! my period was due the last week of the month and when it was 31 May, I figured.. I could be preggers, hence the trip to grab a test kit. well.. I wasn't. I had always wanted three kids. but Der only wanted one so I was a little…
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The last visit in a long while.
It’s my last visit to the gynae today.. And it marks the end of a journey for me. I always complain and hated the long queues at the gynae’s office. Today, I was early because I got the husband to drop me off instead (cos he forgot about my appt and made an important appt at work and couldnt accompany me.. *roll eyes*). And wow. There isn’t a single soul in the clinic except the clinic assistants! It’s a first for me, seeing the clinic empty. Heh. It didn’t last long, 5 mins later.. People started strolling in and as usual, the appointments are all booked up way ahead and…
